Real me.

I just copied it from Tanya's blog

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN people right now.
1. I love you.
2. I miss you.
3. What's our assignment?
4. How are you?
5. Sorry.
6. I'm fine.
7. Pretend.
8. You are bye.
9. I hate you.
10. Goodbye.

NINE things about yourself.
1. I really love black and white photos. Dont care what are you thinking about it, up to you.
2. I'm moody person hmmmh yet windy. Whatever. I realize that I couldn't change it, but I believe I can make it less.
3. I love reality. Hate falsehood although white lies. Better know what happened clearly or know nothing at all.
4. I barely keep my cellphone beside me and reply message, sorry.
5. Changing personality. Yep, moody person.
6. I love quotes, damn much.
7. It's easy to see when I'm angry, sad, or happy.
8. I hate rainy day. It ruins my day and my mood.
9. Feeling is not such a game for me. I just admitted it a few months ago.

EIGHT things you look for in a boyfriend.
1. Take me as I am.
2. Good sense of humor.
3. Caring.
4. Good looking.
5. Mature.
6. Independent.
7. Warm.
8. Comfortable.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot.
1. Bored.
2. What is he doing?
3. What should I do?
4. Lazy.
5. Fuck.
6. What can I do.
7. Any quote...

SIX things you do before you fall asleep.
1. Eat a lot.
2. Brush my teeth.
3. Day dream.
4. Listen to the music.
5. Mid night call.
6. Watch telly.

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment.
1. God.
2. Best friends and friends.
3. Family.
4. Myself.
5. Someone.

FOUR things you really enjoy doing.
1. Swimming.
2. Singing.
3. Having fun.
4. Yelling.

THREE things you absolutely hate.
1. Clown.
2. Hypocrite.
3. Overreacts.

TWO places you want to visit.
1. London.
2. Greek.

ONE thing you are afraid of.
1. Losing someone, somebody.

Stay in life still in love.

Life would be so hard, really hard. But why are we still in here? Because we could through it all. There are always many lessons to learn. Everything. I believe, what happened to us, it wasn't happened by a chance. It was already designed by God. I always ask this to the people "Why do people wanna turn back the time when God has made everything so wonderful?" Think of it :) But why does love thingy always make people sad? I couldn't answer. I don't even know. Although I said so, it's really hard for me to do it, for solve my own problems which never change. When I'm trying, that always something bothered me and ruined it all. It's so hard but don't ever try to stop it. Live must go on!
People are strong, it was proved.
People are weak, so they need God to help them.
Life is too contradictory ain't it?
Maturity would be seen if you can face and solve your own problems. Choose the best way. Keep believing that you can do it! The best way is not always like what we hoped. It could be a good way or a bad way, you have to choose the best way. At last it would be happiness :)
By the way, I just want you to know "face the problems, don't blame anyone, say thanks to the God for every problems that you have. Because it would make you more mature and stronger to face the other problems" :)

I remembered when you asked me "How could you love me?", now I found the answer :)
Feeling is feeling. There's no need to talk about or explain about it. Just feel it, with your heart. Have you felt it?